.. love or hate

i dont hate u for not loving me anymore . but i hate myself for still loving u . i try 2 forget u . but i can't because boy u complete me . i'm so sorry because i breake ur heart . i never ment 2 hurt u . u never give me a chance 2 xplain the true story but u blame me . -.-
hye dude,i want u to know , i never never never want 2 hurt u . i know u know that and i know u hate me . i hate myself because i breake ur heart again n again . i'm sorry . =="
I always say that I cannot imagine a day without u . Now, I don’t have to imagine it because I am going through that situation . I used to be strong and happy that you are with me,but now without you,I don’t know what am I going to do . cause I’m so lost without you .

I am sorry i hurt ur feelings and that i said what i said,I am sorry that i am not what u are looking for and that im not ur dream girl,I am sorry that you hate me soo much, im so sorry for what i have done . i didn’t mean to hurt u. since i saw u i dont no wut happened to me ! i dont no how to tell u i loved u sooooooooo much! I know u don’t love me and I know u don’t miss me at all, u think I’m not good enough for u and I’m not what u looking for, i know all of that, yet i don’t know why on earth do i still love u and HOPE that one day you’ll feel the same
MISS YOU LIKE HELL!!

.. my MOM said !

woot woots . smlm my mom ade bg motivasi skt psl laki & pmpn . so aq nk kongsi skt ape yg bonde aq ctekn kt aq -.-

smlm lpk wid my family . smua ade time ni kecuali abg aq . dye jauh sgt . hoho . then time tgh bergembire kn . dtg la owg gile yg mara mara kaka aq . woii babi klw kaka aq gugo ag aq bunuh ko bg MATI ! then mule la mak aq bercerite ape yg dye nk cte . huhu .

my mom said .

ha tlng la jgn cri laki cm 2 ag . cri la laki yg ble mara dye tumbuk dinding or bling bnde tmpt len . jgn cri laki yg ble mara dye pkol kte . 2 la jd klw dpt laki gle cm 2 . mmg la kne dgr ckp laki,tp klw laki 2 dh cm 2 nk lg ker ? klw mak la,mak tgl laki cm 2 . kte berkejaye . bknnye xkje tkt sgt elng laki 2 . syg laki cm 2 dpt per ? dpt saket kn ! xkesh la nk kwn gn laki cm ner pun . mak xpnh hlng tp pndai jge dri . ira ni ha ramai sgt lakinye . kwn la slagi bole kwn . klw laki 2 syg kte dye akn jge kte seeloknye . mmg la dlm fon mcm2 dye ckp la . dye mnx mcm2 la . tp ble jmpe dpn dpn dye xkn brani wt klw dye syg kte . pk la pnjng ckt . msng msng dh besa . ade otak nk pk . laki ni ego ! sombong ! besyukur la skt zaman skunk kowg bole plih psgn sndri . mak ayh xpnh hlng . ape yg terbek bg ank² 2 la yg terbek tok mak ayh . gune la peluang ni gn elok .

n blablabla mak aq ckp . aq dh lupe ckt . huhu . tbe tbe gn aq aq kne . saba jela . huhu . tp kn ape yg mak aq ckp ade btlnye . ermm tah la . ambil la bnde ni sbgai pegajrn bg aq n kaka aq yg len . -.-

.. shopink ^.^

woot woots . today nk cte ckt sal aq g shopink raye td . nk story ckt jewp . bce taw . hahaha

oke kowg thu x . awi ni aq g shopink raye . haha . g IOI,JUSCO & ALAMANDA . gle pnt oke bejln . hoho . mle mle g IOI . ayh kasi duet rm500 suwoh bli smua . oke aq pun jln la sowg2 kt IOI 2 . huh pnt cri brng just jmpe slua , bj & bj tdow jewp . smua kdai aq msk . hahaha . aq cerewit skt nk bli brng ni sbb 2 ske jln sowg2 . ingt sng ke bpak aq nk bg duet ? ssh baii . hahaha . aq cri CARDIGEN . xjmpe la ! benci gle . pnt la jln kt c2 xjmpe jmpe pun . sengal !

pas2 g jusco plk . ni dh nk buke time ni . so aq g la cri bj ag n CARDIGEN klw ade . haha . duet kt tgn tgl 200 . ape aq bli ? haha tah la . sengal gle kn . hahaha . kasot xbli ag . lantak c2 la . then jmpe la kdai kasot vincci . ha aq pun bli jela kasot kt c2 drpade xde kn . hahaha . pent gak tgu mak n ayh shopink . eee berejam aq tgu kt MCD 2 . smpai buke br dtg . ngade tol tgl aq sowg sowg . sdey tol (padahal aq yg xnk ekot) .
then g alamanda plk . bli ape kt c2 ? bli brng aq . brng ape ? ade la jgn sbok nk thu . hahaha . kt alam kjp jewp . pas bli brng tros bla . xlart dh aq bejln awi ni . mau pengsan rasenye . hahaha . ;D

p/s : gile kn shopink 3 tmpt dlm mse 1 hari . -.-

.. new link ♥

hye guys . aq dh tkr link blog aq . npe tkr ? sje suke suki tkr . haha . so kpede yg follow blog aq . sowie la ye sshkn kowg . aq tkr pun sbb bosan gn link lame . ag pun ni kn blog aq . ske aty aq la nk tkr ke x . hahaha . gle jaat bahase aq . mmbr aq msti mara sbb tkr . ag ag c eiqa . sowie ye nenek . huhu . so enjoy wid my new link blog :)

www.loveeira.blogspot.com

.. share story

woot woots . haha . ni dh kol 2pg . aq mmg suke un9 pg2 bute ni . teng jewp . haha . act td un FB . sorry MS dh lme xon . sbb MS sgt bosn skunk . haha . so ade la junior skola aq ni . dye laki oke . NIK INWAN nmenye . cute jewp bdknye . haha . mule2 cmnt kt wall . akhrnye berpndh ke chat sbb nk share story . haha . mmg besh la kn . sweet jewp . :)

ape yg ktaowg share ? ade la serbe skt mslh aty n prasaan ni . nsb kami hmpir sme . hehe . cian dgr cte dye . aq pun ade la cte skt sal cte aq kt dye . cte yg bek bek jewp . cte kngn manis yg aq alami . ahaha . dye knl owg yg aq mksdkn & aq knl owg yg dye mksdkn . 2 yg mmbuatkn cte kami bertmbh menrik . haha . ape ape pun besh chat gn dye sbb dye cool jewp . ^.^

p/s : hope kesedihan nik berakhr dgn kegembiraan . akk doakn k :)

.. senior page

hehehe . spekah boy n gurl d ats ? well 2 la meem . pkwe aq . comey en . pecaye x ? hahaha . jgn la pecaye sbb 2 hnye teman rapt aq jewp . hahaha . sblh 2 aq ler . xkn la ko plk . hahaha . act ni la mke yg wt senior page tok thn ni pnye . tok kls ktaowg pnye jela . mule mule aq yg wt . ayooyoo gle ssh oke nk wt bnde alh 2 . bnyk kali print gambr pech jewp . sdey aq tgk gmbr 2 . hahaha . bnyk owg aq tnye cm ner nk wt . senior thn lps pun aq tnye . tp ape yg dye aja aq xreti nk wt . haha sengal kn ? last last aq pjok c meem ni tok bantu aq wt bnde ni . ag pun meem ni pndai bub bub edit ni . aq xla sepndai dye . hahaha . gle ssh oke nk pjok dye ni . adehh saba jela . tp demi aq dye wt jgk akhrnye . hehe prasan . sbnrnye demi bdk kls la dye sgp nk wt . hehe . Aww terharu oke meem nk tlng ira . thnks meem . hehehe . -.-
ape ape pun tgk jela hasilnye dlm majalh gemilng 2010 oke . hehehe .

p/s : thnks kpade yg bnyk membntu taw . -.-

.. membosankn !

haih pahal awi ni aq gle bosan oke . xthu nk wt per . nk stdy,pehh mls aq dtg gn tnpe d undng . hahaha . padahal mmg mls kowt . hehehe . then thu ape aq wt ? dok dlm bilik,berngan kawin gn ank raje n tertdow plk . hahaha . then td buke kt lua gn ateen . ermm buke kt ner ? xpyh sbok nk thu la . hahaha . pas2 ank buah aq yg ain dtg . oke time ni mmg tgh busan gle gle . thu ape ktowg wt pas men api ? ktaowg men surt surt . adoiyyaii bdk kecik 2 wt aq ketawe jewp . hahaha . dye dok dlm blik,aq dok lua . adeq aq jd posmen . hahaha . mcm2 tls dlm surt 2 . psl MR pun ade . hahaha . gatai nye zahira ni . hahaha . tp mmg nk bg thu RARA SGT BOSAN !

.. Him ♥

hahaha . wehh kowg kowg . nk ckp aq cgt epy . hahaha . npe ? sebab spnjng skola aq jmpe dye . awww gle segan seyhh . hahaha . awi 2 time aq tgh wt sijil peka kn,dye senyum kt aq . adehh kamu ni MR wt sye cair jewp . hahaha . gle besh la kn dpt jmpe dye awi awi . hahaha . eh eh jup . sblm kowg double meaning bia aq ckp siap siap . aq just admire dye jewp . sbb dye sgt kiut . hahaha . tp rase cm ade dak kls aq mint dye jgk la . -.- ala jgn la sbok,2 aq pnye . xbesh la mint owg yg same . eeee sbok jewp . hahaha . yg pasti aq dpt dl . hahaha .

p/s : gile malu ble jmpe dye . hahaha .

.. Talk Talk ♥

hye hye girfriends n boyfriends . hehe . kowg nmpk x ade kotak "Talk Talk" kt blog aq 2 kn . haha . aq br wt bnde alah 2 . aq men picit je ape dye swoh wt . so 2 la hasilnye . haha . -.-
so kpade kowg yg nk tnye ape ape,just tglkn pesanan anda d c2 oke . i will reply .
kejesame anda amt d hargai . heee :)

.. Awww ^.^

haha . awi ni aq buke puase nan kakak aq yg sulung . aq xthu per mimpi dye ajk aq . haha . kdng2 oke pmpn ni . kdng2 meyakitkn aty . hahaha . buke kt ner ? kt KLIA . hahaha . xbole bla oke buke tmpt maket jewp . hahaha . gn ank dye c ain dh xreti dok diam kelparn . then tibe la wktu berbuke . WOW gle bnyk makanan dye . nk abskn mmg parah la . perot aq dh penuh . so anak buah n kakak aq yg abskn . haha . tmpt dye mmg terbaek . 1 kepale 90rgt . gle kn ? hahaha .

then kn . pas dh buke . jln jln dlm KLIA 2 bwk ank buah aq g playground kt c2 . yg c kakak aq g shopink beg . lantak dye sane . huhu . tghh duduk kn . cube teka spe sblh aq ? aq pun xknl sbnrnye . hahaha . tp seriusly muke dye cm tuuuttt . hahaha . sejibik bai . gn pakai topi dye . care pakaian dye . wahhh SERUPE la . elng windu . hahaha . aq usha je mamat 2 . gile gedik . haha . aq bg thu kakak aq kn . pas2 dye ckp tah tah 2 owgnye . hotak dye la . owg 2 dh smpai tmpt blaja,kejadh wt kt KLIA ni . sengal jewp . tp mmg muke dye same gle gle ! smpai kt dlm keta pun ingt ag mamat 2 . hahaha . o.O

.. love or hate !

i dont hate u for not loving me anymore . but i hate myself for still loving u . i try 2 forget u . but i can't because boy u complete me . i'm so sorry because i breake ur heart . i never ment 2 hurt u . u never give me a chance 2 xplain the true story but u blame me . -.-
hye dude,i want u to know , i never never never want 2 hurt u . i know u know that and i know u hate me . i hate myself because i breake ur heart again n again . i'm sorry . =="

I always say that I cannot imagine a day without u . Now, I don’t have to imagine it because I am going through that situation . I used to be strong and happy that you are with me,but now without you,I don’t know what am I going to do . cause I’m so lost without you .

I am sorry i hurt ur feelings and that i said what i said,I am sorry that i am not what u are looking for and that im not ur dream girl,I am sorry that you hate me soo much, im so sorry for what i have done . i didn’t mean to hurt u. since i saw u i dont no wut happened to me ! i dont no how to tell u i loved u sooooooooo much! I know u don’t love me and I know u don’t miss me at all, u think I’m not good enough for u and I’m not what u looking for, i know all of that, yet i don’t know why on earth do i still love u and HOPE that one day you’ll feel the same

MISS YOU LIKE HELL!!

S: some
O: one is
R: really
R: remembering

Y: you

.. lazy like crazy (!)

hoho . aq xthu npe mgu ni aq mls gle oke . hahaha . nk on9 pun mls jgk . gle hebt aq kn . aiyooo dlm mase 1 mgu ni aq tgk buke kjp kjp jewp . padahal TRIAL SPM dh pgl pgl dh . -.- xthu npe mls gle mgu ni . blik skola je tdow . mlm plk pas terawih tdow ag . haha . trok gle pragai kn . -.- mak aq pun dh bebel dh tgk ank dye ni asyk tdow jewp . nk wt cm ner mak,dh mls ni nk dtg so xbole wt pe la kn . hahaha . harap mgu dpn ag better ag mgu ni la . aminnnn ! p/s : doakn supaye sye jd rjin :)

.. true true true

uit uit . ni sye mau btlkn keadaan yg dh xbrape nk btl ni . hehe . pecayelah yg ZAHIRA ZAHURI single 100% . npe msti xnk cye ni ? haha . geram oke ble kowg asyk tnye bnde yg same "dh ade pkwe". BOSAAAANNNN gle nk jwb taw x ! kn sye dh ckp sye single . pecaye jela . gedik lak xnk cye . ni nk mara ni . haha . aq xkn ade pkwe n xnk pun ade pkwe wt mase ni . mmg la dl aq pts je tros dpt boy br,tp 2 dl la ngok skunk aq dh bek la . hehe . penat la kpel pts ni . kn kn ? so if tnye ag,aq hempok kowg oke . -.-
if ade pun just jd secret admire sje . haha . nnti klw dh ade d aty akn ku bg thu 1 dunia yg aq ade pkwe supaye kowg xtnye ag . hahaha . 2 pun klw aq teringgin nk ade pkwe la . hahaha . peacee ^.^

.. bosan ?

uit uit . sowie gle if blog aq dh maken busan . gle zero idea la nk update ape ag . aq just update ape yg mampu jewp . haha . so kpade yg setia follow blog ni . gle terharu doe . hehe . sowie if story dlm blog ni bosankn kowg . sbb ske kaki aq la nk tls ape . blog aq kn . hehe . guraw guraw . akn ku cube membuatkn blog ini mempunyai cerite yg menrik . doa doa la ye . hehe . ;)
wt mase skunk hnye update yg terdpt dlm pale otak ni jewp . harap maklum . hehehe .

.. Trial & Spm

wow awi semakin dekat . jam xpnh behenti dr berpusing . melainkn bateri abs . hahaha . trial SPM ag bpe mgu . sedia x sgt . hebat x aq ? ktaowg trial 23.09.2010 . nek raye tros trial . jwbnye xraye la . tp nk raye . -.- lantak la yg pntng dpt melntak bnyk bnyk time trial . hahaha . sbb senior thn lps trial time pose . so kami beruntung la ckt . ngeee .

spm 22.11 . gle x ? trial cnfrm abs buln 10 . then dpt blaja dlm mase 1 buln 2 jewp . 2 pun blm tentu blaja . mule la gn progrm e2 ini skola wt . hoho kami hebat . cuak dh aq ble pk bnde ni . tp stdy beterabur gak . hehe . ape ape pun hope dpt wt persediaan yg cukupnye . sekali seumur edop kot . gelap future if xwt btl btl kn -.-

p/s : doakn kejayaan sye . aminn .

.. back to school

hye hye . aq rindu meja aq . setelh 4 awi tidk menghadirkn dri ke skola ats sbb sbb tertentu . hehe . so skunk dh strt skola blik . sedor dri yg exam dh dkt -.-
spnjng dok umah aq tdow je . yela xlrt kn . so sblm g skola,tbe tbe kua r kt radio lgu 'madu tige' .uikk mcm pelik gle tbe tbe jewp . haha . aq layan jela . yg xbole bla bdk laki kls aq nynyi gak ble kt skola . ha mmg besh la kn . haha . kt umah c adeq aq plk nynyi . hahaha . aq xthu pahal mereke kluarkn lgu e2 smlm . teringt plk memori lame . adoooiii -.-
pas2 ble g skola,wahh beshye . ceria gle kls 2 oke . then lpak gn sepet . dye xabs abs tnye aq sehat ke x . awww terharu ade owg prihatin kt aq . hahaha . then dpt gmbr kls . chumel sbb ade muke aq . hehe . mmg besh la ble brade dlm kls 2 . xpnh nk diam !

p/s : sye epy ble brade dlm kls 5 PERDAGANGAN ;)

.. reslt darah

hehe . setelh 3 awi doktor 2 pgg darah sye . now dh thu keputusnnye . sy pnye paru paru ade jangkitan kuman . gedik gle kuman ni nk g kt paru paru aq lak . xmalu ker ? hahaha . aq just wt bodo je ape doktor 2 ckp . then bpak aq d serng penyakit TB . gle wisw mak aq time 2 . gn ank skt . laki ag skt . adoiii . aq kne mam ubt je tok bunuh kuman 2 . tp nk ke aq mkn ? harapn la jwbnye . hehehe . -.-

p/s : arap sempat jwb exam . aminn

.. heartfelt (!)

the best & most beautiful things in this world can not be seen or heard,but must be FELT by the heart !

xthu la . kebaikkn yg kte wt d salah ertikn . niat kte bek . tp owg pertikaikn e2 hnye untk menrik perhatian ! hye please la . bkk mate 2 beso beso klw bole bg tekeluar ank mate 2 . hehe . smua owg nk nmpk bek . spe nk nmpk jaat ? ko ? ko pnye psl la . aq xnk . hahaha .
ni nk cte yg aq mara sgt smlm . ade la c gle ni,dye like LALANG . kjp kt cni . kjp kt owg 2 . woi gle,ko thu kebenrn kn . then yg ko ekot yg sala knp . xcian ke pde kebenrn 2 ? xpsl psl bdk 2 kne cop . siot tol . klw dpt ko,eeee mmg aq hempok ko bg ag kecik . huh (mara betol ni)

tah xthu mslh bdk ni . dye thu smua kebenrn . dye knl ag bdk 2 ag lame bebndng ag seowg 2 . but npe kowg rase dye sje ekot yg sala n ag sokong yg sala 2 ? padahal dye thu kbnrn ? adil ke ni tok bdk yg pgg kebenrn 2 ? smua owg akn pndng pelik pade dye . ag ag bdk yg sala agp 2 . ag la dye menymph kt bdk 2 sbb c lalang ni dh sokng dye . spttnye c lalang ni bg thu kebenrn . bkn ekot ape dye ckp ! ahhhh tension tol ade bdk cm ni . isyhh nsb bek junior ! dye cbe wt bek gn ko,k fine ko pijak dye . thnks la wehh . ko mmg hebat . gle hebat ;)

dye ikhlas gn ape dye wt slame ni,dye xpnh psng niat buruk kt kowg kowg . npe msti nk cri slh dye jewp? slh ko ade ko nmpk ? ko ingt ko LAWA sgt ker ? weii bole bla la lu . eeee aq dh mule MELUAT gn ko ble bnde ni jd taw x . pentng dri sndri ! ske lari dr mslh . cr mslh suke la ko,setel maslh xnk plk . tah ape ape tah . lps 2 ko nk blame dye la . eee aq mmg la xthu npe mara sgt ni . huhu . wehh bek ko xpyh puase la if ko mcm 2 . same je puase ke x . ko ttp akn mcm 2 klw niat aty ko mmg nk hncorkn ORANG !

p/s : jgn smpai aq ungkit smua yg ko dh wt !

.. Happy

hahaha . npe zahira jd cm owg 'gile' ni . act syukur sgt sbb aq dh bek gn ex aq . WAH BANGGE bai . setelh nk msk 1 thn kami x betegor n mcm xknl,akhrnye kami berkwn seperti biase . aq mule mule agk tekejot dye tegor aq . aq mule mule lyn jela,then gile dye dtg,aq pun lyn jela owg tua 2 . hahaha . kn aq dh ckp,gado cm ner pun . pasti bek jgk nnti, 2 pun if dye btl nk bek nan aq la . =="
nk thu npe kami gado ? skt jela eh aq cte . pasl sowg pmpn ni ktaowg gado . ngeee xmsk aklnye ==" . ermm xpe xpe,jgn d ungkit oke . 2 hnye ksh lame . skunk dh oke . dye pun dh bhagia . kte kwn je kn owg tua . HAHAHA . best sgt ble dh bek . gn smua ex ex sy,sye oke . heeee . epyy jewp ;)

.. sick (!)

dh nk msk 1buln aq saket . strt blik kem awi 2 smpai skunk xbek² . maken hari maken trok . nk tgu aq mkn ubat ? jgn harap la . hahaha .
then awi khamis aq mmg dh xlrt gle,tp kuatkn smgt nk g skul sbb nk siapkn senior page . then xsmpai rehat pun,aq mmg dh xlrt . bdn pans gle,then aq nages sbb sumpah xlrt ! then ckgu azizah anta blik umah . dh nk msk 3 awi aq xmkn ape² sbb xslere lngsng .

mlm 2 g jmpe doktor . doktor 2 ckp suhu pans aq tgi gle . dye ckp if sbtu xoke,kne ambk darah . sbb tkt denggi . sbb bdn aq penuh gn bintik² merh . then doktor 2 ckp "mcm ner bole demam trok ni ? rindu pkwe eh " . aiyooo doktor 2 mcm nk mkn kasut saiz 5 jewp . huhu . bole d katekn aq demam trok sbb tekejot . tekejot sbb ape ? aq je thu . -.-

p/s : doakn sye cpt sembuh oke ;)

.. happy FASTING (!)

hehe . today 1st puase . well biase la pent 2 biase la kn . hehehe . tp dak kls aq smua cergas jewp . puase ke,xpuase je same je bisingnye . HAHA . well PD kn mmg ceria ;)
act cm xcye dh puase kn . bulan dpn dh rye . tp thn ni xrye la jwbnye sbb nk SPM . huhuhu . pejam celik pejam celik dh buln 8 . kejp je mse berlalu kn . huhu .
ape ape pun selmt berpuase oke . jgn ponteng² . nnty xbole raye . haha . jgn lpe merajikn dri untuk g TRAWIH taw . tmbh tmbh la PHALE buln bek ni . smoge bulan ni ag better dr buln yg sblmye oke .

.. heartburn

I am tired of trying 2 forget u , I am tired over crying, i know i am smiling but inside i am dyin!

huhu . aq sndri keliru gn ape yg dh jd skunk . smlm xthu npe lemah gle gle . mybea xsehat . aq xde smgt lngsng nk blaja . 1st sbb serba slh gn someone ni . but aq wt tok kebaikkn kte la . aq xnk ade fitnah antre kte . cukup aq d sakiti wt mase skunk . =="
then aq pun merayau g toilet,xthu npe tbe² air mate keluar . peh cm air paip dye kuar . hehe . lme gak lepk kt toilet 2 . hahaha . cik eiqa swoh nages,sy nages la . hehe . time EA aq xmsk kls . tdow kt pjbt gn kakak aq sbb mmg otak aq kosng . xthu la ape aq pk time 2 . serabot pale aq smlm . smpai kol 1 br nek kls . hehe . trok pnye pragai kn ;)

then smlm smua g TRAWIH . npe aq x g ? sje sje xnk g . hahaha . ;D aq pun on la cmptr nk un9 kn . xthu npe tbe² tergerk aty nk bkk MYSPACE . aq pun on la n tbe tbe air mate kuar ag . pehhh hancor aty ku baii . aq sndri xthu n xsgka akn jd cm ni . 2 hak dye kn . aq yg wt dye BENCI kt aq . tah la . pas on ms 2,tros xde mood n msk blik konon nk wt math . tp xbole bai . air mate ni gedik nk kua . hoho . tah la . sdey gn ape dh jd skunk . =="
xsgke bnde ni jd ag kt aq wt kali yg kedua . gle sdey kott . :'(

p/s : not easy 2 make me epy now !

.. MELAMPAU bai !

huhu today awi isnin kn . xkn slase plk kn . haha . kowg thu x . ni yg aq nk mara ni . huhu . sumph beggang gle gn dak ptg . dowg g roskkn gmbr kls ktaowg . pehh berapi je aq tgk gmbr 2 ske kaki dowg kedut kedutkn muke kami kn . so aq ambk keputsn tok trun ptg & mara dowg . huhu . tgh mara sgt ni .

then kol 3.30 aq gerak la g skola . gn br bgn tdow kn . haha . then kls 1 sains kemanusiaan 1 xde ckgu . sye ambk kputsn dok nek kls 2 n tnye dowg . then ble aq msk yg xblh bla dowg bgn n bg slm . awww TERHARU bai . haha . tp aq still wt muke serius . huhu . then aq pun mule kn la pertnyaan yg bnyk smpai dowg terdiam . HAHAHA .

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thu x sye spe ?
x thu .
sye kakak sesi pg yg dok kls ni . 5 PERD . taw x ?
tahu .
so aq nk tnye . spe yg wt bnde alah ni ?
xthu la kak sbb dak f2 ade yg msk time kami rehat .
serius xthu ? sbb ktaowg nk bwk g jmpe pn madiah ni . (mke msng2 dh cuak)
tah la kak . btl katowg xthu .
kowg dh melmpau thu x ? kowg contng ktaowg pnye jadual . kowg conteng whiteboard gne pen la bagai . kowg contng meja ktaowg . kowg npe ? kowg xreti nk kjesame ckt ker ? xcian ke kt ktaowg kowg tglkn kls mcm haram jadah je kls ni . ktaowg pnh tglkn kls ni kotr x tok kowg ?
xpenah .
dh 2 npe kcw hal ktaowg ? ktaowg pnye jge mja,kowg ske aty nk contng . aq bkn nk mara,tp kowg nk ktaowg hormt kowg . k fine ktaowg hormt kowg . ape kowg wt ktaowg diam . tp ni ke kowg bls kt ktaowg ? npe xnk hormt ktaowg cm ner kowg hormt ktaowg ? kowg x teringin ke jd kls terbesh ?
nk .
so knp x kejesame gn ktaowg jge kls ni . tlng la kowg . ktaowg mnx kowg kjesame gn ktaowg . bknnye ktaowg je nk jge kls ni . kowg pakai gak . ktaowg nk gak blaja gn slese . kowg slese x if meja 2 pnh ktaowg cntng ?
xselesa .
ha taw pun . mcm 2 la ktaowg . huhu . sowie la if aq mara kowg . aq just nk tego silap kowg . tlng la jgn kcw brng ktaowg .ktaowg xpnh kcw brng kowg . skali lg kowg wt . aq xteragk2 tok bg thu pn mardiah . oke ?
oke kak,kami xwt ag .
oke trime ksh .

hahaha . garang x aq ? isyh mmg beggng gle bai . dowg melampau sgt kowt . sblm g serng mnx kebenrn gru kls . then guru kls bg lmpu ejaw n dye ckp bdk f1 thn ni mmg TEROK pragainye . so mmg ptt la dowg kne mara td . hahaha . dowg diam je aq tnye . ha tau tkt . bwt dajal kt ktaowg xtkt plk . isyh mmg la . if dowg wt ag . mmg tiade maaf bg kowg !

.. sepi tanpa kamu ♥

dulu,ko la sgalenye bagi aq . ko la tmpt aq meluahkn hati & prasaan ni . ko la tmpt aq megadu mslh . ko lah tmpt aq berkongsi duke dlm edop aq ni . ko la sahabt TERHEBAT aq . yg sudi menemani aq d kala aq kesedihan .

kini smua tu dh berubh sjak aq thu bhwe ko ingin menjauhkn dri dr aq . aq elng tmpt untk berbual bicare . aq elng seowg teman yg sudi beri sokongn pde driku . aq tdk mampu untk berkate kate kerane tu adlh kptusn ko .

trime kash teman . kerane pernah mmbri aq peluang untk berade d smpingmu . aq sdey gn kehilngn mu . tp aq xberdaye untk berbuat ape ape sbb ko yg plih tok jauh dr aq . bg aq ko la SAHABAT TERHEBAT aq yg pernh wt edop aq ceria . ko lah teman smpai ble ble . ♥

p/s : to you dude :)

.. i'm sorry

im sowie what i did before . u know the reason why . i just want 2 say sowie . i never ment to hurt u .

hye guys . d sni cik rara ingin mnx maaf if ade wt sala gn kowg . if aq terkcw pkwe kowg or whtever . sowie sgt sgt . seriusly aq xde niat nk rmpas pkwe owg . sbb kt aty aq hnye ade dye . aty aq xmgkn akn jd mlik owg len . 2 kowg ptt thu ! aq xnk gado gn spe spe sal laki sbb 2 bkn aq . 2 BKN ZAHIRA oke . owg yg rampas hak aq pun aq xpnh nk gado ni kn kowg yg rapt gn aq . sowie 2 say aq xberminat gado sal laki ! x berminat lngsng oke ! smua owg ade wt sala termasuk aq . so sowie sgt sgt wlwpun aq rase mcm bkn sala aq jewp . huhu .

ermm tah la elng idea la bub bub ni . aq xpndai nk pk bnde yg xptt aq pk ni . tp nk wt cm ner,dh msk dlm pale aq,kne la pk . nk lwn pun tp t 1 per 1 dtg . pehh hebat tol la . huhu . ape ape yg jd,aq xkn ambk hak owg . wlwpun aq ske mamat 2 skali pun,if dye laki owg aq xnk ambk la . tp klw ko xjge leklok aq insyaAllah akn ambk . HAHAHA . (guraw)

so d sni marilah kte pk pk kn besame ape faedah gado sal LELAKI ! eeee xptt xptt . hehe . aq pun pmpn jgk cm kowg . so aq phm prasaan kowg if laki kowg rpt gn pmpn yg kiut cm aq ni . hahaha (pasan) . sowie again ! alots of sowie .

p/s : NI TOK dak SMKBBST pnye :)

.. Lazy time !

hahaha . sbnrnye today awi skola . haha . gle mls bai nk bgn td . pas sbuh tertdow plk . ingt nk g skola . tp niat terbatal . hahaha . siot jewp kn . tah la mls nk g skola td . 1st cnfrm ramai xdtg sbb dowg dh plan xnk dtg . so bek aq tdow ag besh . hahaha . ag pun kje skola bebukit nk kne setelkn . hehehehe .

ermm spttnye nk kua awi ni gn mira,eiqa n aten . tp aq xdpt join sbb mak dh xbg kua . pehh beggang gle kowt . dye ckp sbb exam dh dkt . ermm aq pun dgr jela ckp dye . ag pun bole tlng dye wt pulut awi ni . sbb ayh sye dh sembuh & ank buah sye dh nk katam Quran . hebat x ? hahaha . alhamdulillah sihat jgk akhrnye . :)

p/s : windu skola sbnrnye . =="

.. alone :'(

i need someone to make me smile & happy again n again .

tah la . skunk ni aq sowg sowg jewp . kt skola je ade mmbr . kt umah kembali sunyi & rase cm kehilngn bnde plng besa dlm edop sye ni . well biase la if dok sowg sowg,msti ade jep bnde kte nk pk kn . aq bnyk gle mslh . smpai dh xlart dh . npe 2010 membuatkn aq rase sdey sgt sgt . terse sunyi yg teramt . aq elng segalnye yg berharge dlm edop aq .

:'(

npe smua xpnh nk phm aq ? nper ? ape aq mmg xlyk tok d sygi n dihormati ker ? npe kowg hukum aq cm ni ? yg lbh sdey skunk ble owg yg edop gn aq slame 17 thn pgl aq gn pekataan yg keji . mendoakn bnde yg bwok tok aq ? npe ? npe msti aq yg d hukum mcm ni ? npe xpnh nk bg aq smgt ? npe msti tros nk blame aq ! npe weh ! aq sdey baii kowg hukum aq cm ni .

mmg la smua mslh ade jln penyelesaiannye,tp aq rse xlrt nk tnggung sowg dri . aq xpnh rase sesunyi skunk . YA ALLAH tlng la hamba mu ini . aq sgt lemah tok hadapi smua ujian mu . aq xcukup kuat tok tnggung smua ini . berikn la ku kekuatan yg bole aq tempoh sgale ujian mu ini . huhu . amin !

sye hnye senyum d luar sje . dlm aty tuhan je tahu betape saketnye aty,prasaan ni . aty owg nk kne jge smpai aty sndri yg skt . spe nk rawat ? aq la xkn kowg pulak !

tah la,aq harap smua ni akn berakhir sblm aq tempuh exam pulak . ag bpe bulan jewp . =="

.. go to the HELL !

hye . aq xthu la pahal kn gn aq . ape aq wt smua sala d mate kowg ? so what ? aq wt ape yg aq nk . bkn ekowt ckp kowg . kowg ingt kowg jew nk wt ape kowg nk . aq nk gak . aq bkn babu kowg follow ckp kowg .

sbnrnye ni story sal ade bdk JELES aq kwn gn laki . xksh la laki 2 laki owg or single . dowg still nk jeles . wehh gle,wa xingin la laki lu . klw nk ko bole ambk oke . jgn nk pndng aq xpuas aty . mate ko xlayak nk pndng aq cm 2 . aq xkcw laki kowg pun . just kwn . sala ke nk KWN . kt badn laki 2 xde nme ko pun . so xsala dye kwn gn aq . adoiiyaii manusia ni . tah ape ape tah . gn aq pun nk jeles . pelik baiii !

pas2 ade someone ni jujo gn aq smlm yg dye jeles aq rapat gn pmpn ni . seolah olah pmpn 2 rmpas aq dr dye . aq br je rpt gn pmpn 2 . ag pn kls kami dkt . bapak la ai,kwn gn laki sala,gn pmpn pun sala . pelik gle . dh 2 aq nk kwn gn spe klw gn smua owg xbole ? ni nk mara ni . begang gle taw x !

kpade pmpn yg nk jeles 2 kn . terserah la kt kowg . aq rase cm xmask akal jewp . huhu . aq pun ade pilihan aty aq . bkn nk sgt laki kowg 2 . jge je leklok . jgn nk bnyk songgeh !

.. My A's .

haha . xthu la . pas 1,1 prob dtg kt aq . huhu . tah la . aq redha jewp . br jewp ade mslh gn DOUBLE A . afiq n anje . wow ! mcm xcye jewp kn . huhu . sbnrnye slh phm skt jewp . but now dh oke la . so bnde ni xptt d besrkn oke . npe ? sbb xpntng n xmsk akal lngsng . sdey gak bnde ni jd at aq . so nk wt cm ner . dh tertls nsb sye 2010 mmg untk d sakiti . so sye redha gn ape yg dh jd n ape yg nk jd pas ni . huhu . aq xslh kn spe spe dlm hal ni . 4² sala termsk ag sowg 2 oke . jgn nk blame dri sndri ag ye cik anje . jgn pk dh . bnde dh setel . smua owg wt sala . so jgn pk sgt taw . pk trial dh dkt. ape ape pun hope ko nan afiq epy ending . amin . never ment 2 hurt u guys . =="

p/s : sy syg my 3 A's .

.. terharu !

haha . smlm kn aq x g skola . then kwn kwn aq cte la ape yg jd kt skola . nk thu ape yg wt aq terharu ? 1st ade bdk ni nk tru bau mnyk wangi aq . haha . klakar kn . hahaha . terharu aq dgr . then td aq swoh la bdk ni buang bnde yg xberfaedah d tgnnye 2 . pas2 dye g buang . alahai sweetnye . haha . terharu aq dye dgr ckp aq . ni tok kebaikkn ko oke . ;)
ade owg ckp dye windu sye . aww sye pun windu anda la wehh . hahaha . mmg dowg wt sye senyum sowg sowg la awi ni . wlwpun demam trok awi ni . huhu . ;)

p/s : u make me epy today . ;)

.. camping !

slame 4 awi sye megikuti kem kenaikan pgkt sarjen/staf sarjen KRS daerah sepng 2010 kt G-JAN CAMP negeri sembilan . pehh bapak pent derr . smapi demam d buatnye . huhu . kami bbst jd tuan rumah . so kne kje kers la tok jayekn kem tersebut . ade 10 buah skola yg join . mmg cool gle . dowg smua spoting jewp . besh besh . ade 8 faci termasuk la sye . huhu .

ade 8 aktiviti . antarenye ujian bertulis,ucapan awam,kerohanian,tali temali,orentering,kawad kaki,keusahawanan & ikthiar edop . sye d arhkn supaye menjage bahagian ujian bertulis mlm sabtu,orentering awi sabtu,ucapan awam mlm ahad & ikthiar edop awi ahad . penat derr . dgn pns ag . huh ! then time orentering aq xthu la sala aq ker . aq terkasar gn someone ni . oo sowie sgt . aq pun pnt gak time 2 . jgn ingt ko sowg je pnt . aq nk pk bnyk bnde . xsgaje nk kasar oke . huhu . time ikthiar edop plk mmg besh . dowg kne tgkp ikan keli . eee mcm ape je dowg 2 tgkp ikan keli taw x . haha . bisng gle mulot 2 . sbb 2 ikan 2 xnk gn kowg . hahaha . ;D tp mmg besh la kn . huhu .

pas2 time keusahanan kn dowg membosnkn aq & aq msk blik n tdow . hahaha . bpak bosan dgr dowg pnye ucapan . smua same jep . huhu . pas2 bgn bgn tdow tgk dh abs . hahaha . faiqah mara sbb tglkn dye sowg dgr ceramah merepek dowg 2 . hahaha . ade yg klakar . ade yg oke . ade yg cm hampeh . huh ! mlm kerohanian dowg kne ptng rmbot . wah kecian gle . huhu . kpade kowg,ktaowg yg faci xthu ape ape oke . tuan 2 yg nk ptng . smpai botak pale dowg tuan 2 kjekn . cian plk tgk dowg . huhu . tp nk wt cm ner kn . adat kem la 2 . huhu .

hari akhr mmg xlart dh . aq tdow awl . xthu pe jd kt lua . bgn bgn dh pg . 2 pun sir yg kejotkn . hahaha . so waktu majlis penutup ramai gak yg dpt pangkat . tahniah kowg . hehe . pas2 sesi bergambr la kn . xsah klw xbegmbr . hahaha . ;D ape ape pun KRS mmg besh . ;)

p/s : kpade sir,aimi,faci bbst & ckgu dengkil . rindu kalian smua . kowg terbest !