.. what happend to me ?

OMG . idk what happend to me now . i really sad every day,every time & every second . ooo my GOD . please help me . i need someone 2 make me epy again .

haih tah la . pas 1,1 mslh dtg . time aq seowg mcm ni la mcm2 nk dtg . yela,DUGAAN tuhan la katekn . huhu . tah la kowg,aq pun xtercerite probs aq . terlampau bnyk n bnyk . huhu . sumpah aq sdey gle gle . seriusly,if aq elng kawaln,aq nk bunuh dri . but aq pk pnjng n aq waras ag . so xjd nk wt . haha . aq xlarat hadap bnde ni sowg dri . :(

TRIAL SPM dh hmpir tbe . smgt aq dh elng ? mner smgt aq ? pulngkn la blik ! aq nk jwb exam dgn tenang ! actly smgt dh down gle ouh . npe ? aq xde spe² yg nk bimbing aq,teman aq bg smgt . awi awi menghitung hari aq ni . DUGAANNYE sgt kuat,smpai aq xsgp nk hadapi sowg dri . tp aq tgh cbe seboleh yg mampu . :'( bak kate sis anis "wt wt cool je" . hehe . thnks sis,. thnks alot . ily guys :)